There have been many times when I have been asked prior to a new client having a past life regression, if I know who I was in my past lives. The answer is yes. Read below, to find out more of my journey and the lessons I have learned on the way. I have tried to organize them from the earliest life time to the most recent one. Enjoy!
My earliest regression dates back into the earlier days of Egypt. When I started the regression, I was a young Egyptian girl, gathering water from a waterhole, and carrying it back with me on my head. I had long black hair and almond skin. The next part of the regression, I was a young woman, wearing a brown robe, and sandal-like shoes on my feet. I was walking, holding onto my baby, who was about 4 months old. Suddenly, I heard horses running up behind me. I was filled with fear. I wanted to hide, but I had nowhere to go. The men on the horses, circled me, laughing at me, taunting me. One man got off of his horse, and took my baby. The other men started to attack me, raping me, hurting me. They left me to die. I just wanted the baby back, but I had no idea where he had gone.
This regression came to me through an Akashic Record reading, in which I was asking what other lifetimes were affecting the fear that I held inside, and my reasons for not being validated. In this life time, I have dealt with many abusers, being sexually abused myself, dating abusers as I got older, having friends, and friend's children who were being abused, and clients that were abused as well. I found it very frustrating that all of these abusers were getting away, and I felt that there was nothing to do about it. When I did this regression, I was able to see that this frustration, which seemed so dominant in this lifetime, was also carrying forward from the previous lifetime, and I was able to release it back into the Universe, and fill that space with love.
The next regression dates back to the fifteenth century. I was an old man, and what many would call a witch doctor. It was very prominent to me that I was working with different elements from the Earth to heal others in my community. I lived in a shack in the woods that was filled with earthly elements, including plants, rocks, animal skins and feathers. I wore a long gray beard, with tanned, wrinkly skin. My eyes were the same as what they are now, except they were older. When I went into this past life I was mixing together a healing remedy that looked a lot like cooked spinach. The smells were strong, although I was unsure what they were. I was using a wooden bowl that was carved from a piece of wood as well as a wooden stirring stick.
There wasn't a lot of action in that life. I felt very at peace with the world around me. As I entered in to the end of that life, I was surrounded by priests of the local towns church, and many prominent men of the town. They had chased me down and were using wooden mallets and clubs to beat me. I wouldn't change my way of living for the church, and was going against the way that they thought God should be. They killed me. And still, I was at peace. My last thoughts were, They call themselves Christian, yet they killed a fellow man.
One of the most prominent people in that lifetime was my mother. She participated in the killing of me, for my ways of living. This struck me as quite funny, because in our lifetime together now, she still finds some of my practices and beliefs a little 'hokey pokey', yet this time around, she listens to me, and doesn't discriminate against me for this. She accepts this as a part of who I am. This is a full circle lesson that we have both learned, to love, to accept, and to follow what feels right to us.
My next regression took place in the 1700's. I was a young girl, of about 12 years of age. I was sitting at the table with my sister, eating what looked like porridge. I had long blonde hair and was wearing a brown dress. My sister was also wearing a brown dress, but her hair was darker. Suddenly, the room filled with smoke, and I felt as though I was suffocating. I passed away.
What I found interesting about this lifetime, was that, in my lifetime now, from as far back as I can remember, until I was about 13 years old, I was petrified of dying in a house fire. It became an obsession of mine to make fire escape routes, to cut holes in the screens of windows and have sheets tied together so that I could escape if there was a fire. And then, suddenly, it stopped, and I started laughing about this obsession. When I was about 24 years old, my cousin's family's barn burnt to the ground. She had shared pictures on facebook, and I wrote her saying, that was always my biggest fear, and she said Me too... I was petrified of fires when I was a little girl, and still have the wire that went from my room to the ground so I could escape if we ever had a house fire. This confirmed for me who my sister was in that lifetime. I was lucky enough to have learned my lessons the first time around so that I didn't have to endure it again. This was also the very first regression I had ever done on myself, and gave me the confirmation that what I was experiencing was absolutely real!
My next regression took place in the early 1800's. In the beginning I was a young girl, of about 10 years old. I had a sister, and a younger brother who was about 2 years old. My sister, I recognized as being my sister in this lifetime, and my younger brother, I recognized as being my oldest son, Sterling in this lifetime. The beginning of this lifetime was a very sad time, as my little brother passed away. He was stricken with a disease that he was not able to fight. Most of my lifetime was filled with sadness after that, until I met my husband, who is my husband, Jon in this lifetime. He was able to fill the void of losing my younger brother in that lifetime, as well as give me children of my own. Together, we shared an endless happiness, and although we weren't rich with money, we were rich with our love for one another.
When I first gave birth to my son Sterling in this lifetime, I did everything I could to protect him. I was afraid that I was going to lose him, whether from him getting sick, or being kidnapped, or killed in a car accident. I loved him so much and never wanted anything to happen to him. This regression brought into clarity that need for protecting him, and why it was so important to me. I didn't want to lose him again, that was very prominent. I am happy to say he is a very happy 10 year old little boy who is excelling in almost everything he does (as of when I've written this) My husband Jon and I, are living much the same way as what we did in that life time. We are not rich with material things, but we are rich with our love for one another, and are teaching our children how much more important this is in our lives than money.
The next regression took place in the mid to late 1800's. This regression was actually an Akashic Record reading done by a friend of mine, as well as a bit of my own regression techniques that I worked on by myself. I was a young woman, of about 18 years old. I had a child with a very prominent and powerful man in my town (I believe it was in England) Because of this child that we had together, my husband hated me. He had been a womanizer, and I had made him settle down when I got pregnant with his child. He would beat me, and beat our child, to release his frustration. I was very afraid of him, but knew that this was my own doing. My husband's brother, was my now-husband Jon. We loved each other, but could only do it from afar. There were many times when he witnessed me being beaten by his brother, but could do nothing about it, because his brother was so powerful. He simply stood to the side and watched, and prayed for mine, and my child's wellbeing. He couldn't understand why I would get pregnant with his brother's baby.. why it had been so important to me, when it ended up causing so much pain.
This regression was a huge lesson for me, as Jon and I have struggled to have a child together for four years. When I got the Akashic Record reading, I wanted to know, why is it being such a struggle? Why do I feel as though I don't deserve a baby? The answer came through this past life regression, and the answer was that I was still holding on to so much anger from that life time. I was still holding onto the guilt from my actions. I had to learn to forgive myself for what my child and myself went through, I had to forgive my husband of that lifetime for abusing us and I had to forgive my husband in this life time for doing nothing about it. Being able to see it from this side, it made a peace come over me, and I knew, this is going to be okay. Releasing all of the negativity surrounding the situation really helped me to clear my head and look from a more positive place.
These are the most prominent regressions that I have done, where they have a start, a finish, and a lesson involved. I have had many glimpses into past lives, through meditation, and listening to others past lives, but I don't have the full story on them. I will share more when I know more.
If you have any questions, or comments, please don't hesitate to contact me!
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